6 years today......

I miss you my beautiful daughter 💕💕. 6 years since you’ve been gone and it starting to feel surreal 🙏🏼. It just takes me to stop and look at pictures for the sadness and broken heart to start breaking all over again. This is my journey....not by choice, but it’s the cards I’ve been dealt with and I have faith and trust that things will get better. For now I leave you with this:

If I had a few minutes with you......I would hold and kiss you
If I had a few minutes with you......I would tell you over and over how much I love you
If I had a few minutes with you......I would tell you how lucky I am to have had you as my daughter
If I had a few minutes with you......I would trace your entire face, so i can memorize every inch of your face so I never forget you
If I had a few minutes with you......I would sing with you like we would in the car
If I had a few minutes with you......I would get down and dance with you like we used to do
If I had a few minutes with you......I would watch all your favorite movies with you
If I had a few minutes with you......I would treasure them forever
If I had a few minutes with you......I would remember them for a lifetime
If I had a few minutes with you......I would be so grateful and know it was a blessing
If only.................

Happy Birthday My Angel

Baby Girl, it’s your birthday today.! 🎉🎁🍰. You would have been 27 years old, but forever 21! I am so lucky to have you as my daughter and I love you with all my heart. You are such a beautiful spirit who has taught me so many life lessons that have helped me grow as a person. You were such a free spirited angel, that I only wish I can one day learn to be. Oh, and I miss that laughter.....that gut belly laugh that made everyone around you laugh just as hard. But most importantly, I miss our hugs and kisses the most. Those I can’t ever get back, so for now I can just remember how it felt to have you in my arms💔 Have a blast celebrating your birthday up in heaven with Baca, Papa John, Mansito, Frida, and Aba. LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER ❤️💜❤️💜