Only you........

On my drive home from work, I have all the time in the world to think and mourn your death. Tears pour down my face uncontrollably and I wonder if strangers can see me crying. As I get closer to home, I think about not stopping and driving forever. The thought of going home and not seeing you is painful. You loved your home and you loved spending time at home and having your friends and family over. But what kind of home is it without you there? When I open the garage door, I hold my breath and hope the kids don't think to come out to help me carry my bags and stuff. I know I would lose it and get upset at them, because they never did that. You were the one to greet me when I arrived from work. You were the one that helped carry my bags and stuff. You were the one that had a smile and twinkle in your eyes when you would see me. It was you and only you that welcomed me home every single day! It was you that called me every morning to wish me a good day and tell me you loved me. It was you that always brought a smile to my face just by looking at you. So nobody can take your place, because you were the one and only that has loved me unconditionally and I will treasure it for the rest of my life.

I love you so much and miss you every second of every day!